I'm Christina

This aching question kept coming up to be day in a day out. What have I done for myself today, yesterday, last week, last year, for the last 20 years? Who was I? Who was Christina? I felt when people looked at me they recognized me as a wife, a mother, a sister or a daughter. They didn’t see who I was as a person just a title. And that’s how I seen myself too. I felt lost. I felt like I was going through an identity crisis when I hit my 30’s. I needed to figure myself out, get back to who I was or find who I wanted to be.

As a stay at home mom for years all my energy went into my family, but my kids were getting older and I couldn’t stop thinking about my next steps in life. I had no idea where to begin or where to even start looking. I was afraid that if I did something for me, I'd be judged by everyone around me. I’d feel like I was being selfish and I didn’t know how to clear those blocks and limiting beliefs that kept coming up.

I felt that I was meant to have, be, and do so much more.

I started not liking re-living the same thoughts time and time again? I felt frustrated from a lack of inspiration, lack of motivation, a lack of adulting, I couldn’t remember the last time I went out and had a conversation with a friend. I needed to figure out who I was, other than the title mother and wife. I totally needed clarity...STAT!!! I knew it was time to start doing something for me for a change and not feel bad about it.

I didn’t even know what I wanted to do. What I was good at, my passions, hobbies. Who the hell am I? I didn’t know who I was anymore. Who was Christina. There was just an empty void that I felt.

Other than the identity crisis I felt like I was going through in my early 30’s my life turned in a blink of an eye. I received a phone call from my parents, moms in the hospital and not feeling good, this was the beginning of the summer. By the end of the summer my mom calls me and tells me that they found out why she was sick, she had a very rare blood cancer and only had a year to live. 4 days later she was gone.

I took care of my family hardcore, always did and always will. But, me, I wasn’t taking care of my mind, body or soul and when my mom passed, I realized and actually figured out the saying is true... life is way too short. Stop dwelling and start living.

Devastated, my whole world felt like it was crumbling around me. I didn't know how to deal with death, I never really had to until now. I couldn’t believe I would never see her again, speak to her again, be with her again. She was my mom. I couldn’t believe how quickly she passed. I just couldn’t believe it. I was crushed.

I became a hobby jumper for a bit, dabbled in personal development books, did a little bit of this, did a little bit of that,but I finally found my roots with yoga and applied for yoga teacher training. I went to the training and did the work, it was a weird feeling, kind of exciting, kind of awesome, kind of like I should keep it to myself that I’m doing something for me.

I started expanding my curiosity, what else goes with yoga and would give me all these feelings?

I put two feet forward, took the first step & did something about it!

So, I dove in and was led to seeking transformation and expansion in my life. I got my second certification in aerial yoga and I started reading some personal development books, got out in nature more, did a few courses, got certified in tarot readings, certified in astrology. I couldn’t stop, I was loving the personal development and all the things I was learning about myself. I started focusing on that soul searching, finding my passion, figure out my purpose in life, unleashing my inner magic mind body and soul journey. And I found it, it all started with a little yoga and turned out to be a magical self discovery that keeps growing in abundance.

I felt my inner light flicker, I didn't stop. I wanted that light to burn bright for my family, my husband, my children, but especially for me, Christina. My inner world began to radically shift, and in turn, so did my outer reality.

The deep inner work not only led me to create my now business & turning my life around but in the process, received 9 different certifications including Hatha and aerial yoga, tarot cards reader certification, my astrology certification. N.L.P, E.F.T, T.I.M.E Techniques, Clinical Hypnotherapy practitioner certification and my Life and Success Coach Certification. I became obsessed with living my best life and creating a life and business that sets my soul on fire. I started wanting to share what I have learned and all my knowledge I was taught along the way to anyone that needed help to turn their inner light back on. 

Whether it's discovering your purpose, finding your passion, doing what you love, or simply creating a beautiful, fun and fulfilling life—you can totally do it

I know who I am but am always growing and willing to grow. Never stop growing and never stop believing that you can be who you want to be or who you always knew you would be.

It is such a blessing that I can now help others in a way I have helped myself. Having learned ways to change my limiting beliefs, upgraded my subconscious mind and step into a new reality and shift my mindset so that I can manifest all of my goals and dreams. Learning to stop the negative tendencies and self sabotage talk and beat it in its tracks has helped me grow soo soo much. I stepped into a new identity of the successful, confident version of myself that knows what I desire and gets into alignment with my own destiny.